[ there's something about a fuck up of this magnitude, shared between people, that makes it impossible to lie about anything. no secrets, even without sorrow's guilt adding to the mix.
but describing this is difficult when kate isn't sure she fully understands the effects of hadriel on herself. when she doesn't fully know how to describe this to herself, never mind someone else.
she taps on her keys for a few minutes, and decides to go with the facts. ]
...
The work I used to do [ long before now, long ago when the thought of working in a constructive capacity seemed completely foreign. ] had me going underground a lot. Fighting things. Killing them, usually. We wiped out entire communities.
Couldn't take it any more. Left. Spent years away from it all, started feeling better.
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but describing this is difficult when kate isn't sure she fully understands the effects of hadriel on herself. when she doesn't fully know how to describe this to herself, never mind someone else.
she taps on her keys for a few minutes, and decides to go with the facts. ]
...
The work I used to do [ long before now, long ago when the thought of working in a constructive capacity seemed completely foreign. ] had me going underground a lot. Fighting things. Killing them, usually. We wiped out entire communities.
Couldn't take it any more. Left. Spent years away from it all, started feeling better.
[ had it all violently ripped away. ]