[ It's more complicated than that, though, isn't it? She should know that - hell, she does know that. Having Marc sure didn't stop her drinking when she was younger, or feeling like there was nothing else to do but drink. It didn't stop the resentment she felt (still does, sometimes) at him for leading them this way, either. For making her follow when she never knew how to handle blood or death or any of the things he knew they'd have to deal with working at The Agency.
(That? Was kind of a dick thing to point out. She knows. She fucking knows.)
Kate exhales in that way she does when she knows that she's saying things that are hypocritical as fuck. ] Not saying that. [ Because who can blame anyone for bitching in this place? Really, just bitching is kind of one of the better outcomes for this place. ] Just-
[ She taps her fingernail against the shotglass in front of her. ] Trying to remember that it doesn't all suck down here.
i'm o...kay... this is... okay... sobs
(That? Was kind of a dick thing to point out. She knows. She fucking knows.)
Kate exhales in that way she does when she knows that she's saying things that are hypocritical as fuck. ] Not saying that. [ Because who can blame anyone for bitching in this place? Really, just bitching is kind of one of the better outcomes for this place. ] Just-
[ She taps her fingernail against the shotglass in front of her. ] Trying to remember that it doesn't all suck down here.