[ Does anyone really understand themselves? Truly and deeply? She's not entirely sure it's possible and - if anything - being down here has only made her more sure of that, where twists and turns lead to things she didn't even think of. Chances or fuck ups in equal measure, but so many of them brought about because of things, of issues, she had buried so deep as to ignore completely.
(She knows the underground, this place and its limitations and walls, is a problem now, but it took months to understand that. Months to even realise that her restlessness wasn't just her typical need to do things, but something deeper that clawed at her insides, begging her to get the fuck out.) ]
He always been like that? [ Good at finding the bright side, she means. The query comes out before she even thinks about it, stumbling across her tongue in that way words do after this many shots, where thoughts flow like water between brain and mouth.
She pours them both another, tequila splashing up and out of the glasses with the kind of careless abandon that comes when you've lost track of how many shots down you are. At least it's only a couple of drops that escape and flow over. ]
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YES... YES... IT IS... nnngh
Date: 2016-08-06 03:52 pm (UTC)(She knows the underground, this place and its limitations and walls, is a problem now, but it took months to understand that. Months to even realise that her restlessness wasn't just her typical need to do things, but something deeper that clawed at her insides, begging her to get the fuck out.) ]
He always been like that? [ Good at finding the bright side, she means. The query comes out before she even thinks about it, stumbling across her tongue in that way words do after this many shots, where thoughts flow like water between brain and mouth.
She pours them both another, tequila splashing up and out of the glasses with the kind of careless abandon that comes when you've lost track of how many shots down you are. At least it's only a couple of drops that escape and flow over. ]