[ The funny thing is? She wouldn't mind it at all if there was simply a sky. Not even the real thing. Just something that was close enough to pretend. She doesn't mind the people, and the fighting in the caves she could probably give up if she could pretend a little more.
But the message is appreciated. A lot. ] They'd be stupid to. All anyone does is fight them.
I see that, just... looking at it differently, I suppose. Doesn't benefit hope to have angry, scared people around who only want to go home. Wouldn't keep the food supply of someone I disliked around if I didn't have to.
They're not going to let us go. They need us, and we're weak, easily manipulated by them. They can tell us for the rest of eternity that they're trying to find us a way home, but, oh no, they just need a little more power from us.
and a little more. and a little more.
We're never going home through them.
[ which is to say that although sharon is in a state of absolute despair, she firmly believes that the gods are liars, thieves, and the only way home will be through them. not her, maybe, not kate, or bianca, but someone else.
gods will have to fall before they ever get to try for home. ]
[ Maybe Hope will do them all a favour and just let them all die and not be revived. That would also work, really. Better than feeling like this again and again, at least. ]
I know that you're probably right. Just... it's tiring. Fighting is fucking exhausting.
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But the message is appreciated. A lot. ] They'd be stupid to. All anyone does is fight them.
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Without us, they'll grow weak, have less power. They all want power, and not just to bring back their dickbag friends.
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and a little more. and a little more.
We're never going home through them.
[ which is to say that although sharon is in a state of absolute despair, she firmly believes that the gods are liars, thieves, and the only way home will be through them. not her, maybe, not kate, or bianca, but someone else.
gods will have to fall before they ever get to try for home. ]
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I know that you're probably right. Just... it's tiring. Fighting is fucking exhausting.
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It's easier to give up. It might be best to.
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Least we did try. [ things she's parroting from friends for 500, alex. but it's keeping her from giving completely into the misery. ]
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It's more than most here can say.
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[ Lessons from the constantly punished. ]
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